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by Andrew Frankel

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How've you been, Little Star? How I've wondered how you are. Well, you do when you live all alone And a moment from the past creeps up on your real fast— Anyway I thought I'd call you up and ask you-- how've you been? Have you changed? Hope not much. I've been trying to figure out just when we fell out of touch But I'm glad you picked up And even though I'm stumbling to tell you I've been wondering How've you been? It was nice checking in Wasn't sitting here and fantasizing things that might've been Now I know how you are... Didn't think about what I would say if talking got this far But in the silence I can feel the hesitation on the line Will you tell me you've been waiting for this or just say you're fine? Nevermind. Maybe one of these days We can grab a bite and fight about who pays And if you let me win And if you open up your eyes and let me in If it's not too overwhelming, then you can finally tell me— How've you been?
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Departures 01:37
I've told you a thousand times before I'll tell you a million times more The good part of goodbyes The teardrops in her eyes They turn and know there'll be no next 'hello' Arrivals and departures! This world needs its archers But the battleground is at home Arrivals and departures! Stay home to be marchers (yeah fight the power...) Now the battleground is at home And the big one comes from a strange sound in your phone.
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Just A Guy 03:06
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If I'm Alone 02:39
If I'm alone then I'm the problem aren't I? Just something that I do. If I'm about to feel this way again, it must be true If I'm alone then it's a sign That I'm too late and out of time And if I'm about to be that one I know I'll be fine 'Cause I was born alone And if you're just here to spoil my day Then I didn't need you anyway And at this point you can't say I have to change to fit your life It's why I'll suddenly find myself smiling At jokes you wouldn't get Like how jagged keys and locks find some way to connect I'll be the one you love to hate You're just one more who can't relate I'll close up shop and lock my gates again 'Cause isn't everybody great? Yeah, isn't everybody great? If I'm alone, I'm fine alone
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Sometimes I'll just sit in the car and let my mind go away for a while Wherever it wants for however long Until it's time to call it back from distraction, the faces from the past The last interactions, raindrops on the window slip and fall backwards Racing in reverse, remember those last words "Oh my oh my did I lose track of the time again?" Sometimes I'll just lie awake and let my eyes lose focus in the darkness So they don't know if they're open or closed Until the tiny variations and shades in the shadows make shapes that can fool my mind into thinking that I'm still awake But I see the silhouettes of a strange landscape and the red sunrise of a time and space I'm a stranger to. Sometimes I'll just stare into the eyes of the person across from me Whoever it is, for as long as they'll allow. Until the moment freezes and they open up the dusty covers of their constructed autobiographies, unaware the observer sees The secret pains and pleasures of an animal intelligent to know they're alone on a big blue ball And all they can say is: "Sometimes I don't know what to say in the moment, And it feels like I'm on the spot, a lot. Like maybe something that's supposed to be expected I feel weird and disconnected from what's socially accepted. I'm like a fraud, my face is a facade You know, sometimes I wish I still believed in God" Sometimes I'll just sit in the car and let my mind go away for a while.
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Switch on the smile! I have to be a source of light! You all have to believe I do everything right! Is everyone looking at me, when everyone's on tv? I used to joke in supermarkets on surveillance cameras "Look at me Auntie Vee, yeah look at me on tv" Don't know who's watching but I have to make it fun, Make sure I'm current and appeal to everyone. I'm real important, so my job is never done Gotta make a guest appearance at a party scene tonight And all my famous friends will tell me I'm the most polite 'Cause I always hold my tong when I think something controversial But the reason there's no ads is 'cause We all live in one long commercial and I just can't change the channel Everyone's on TV and Everyone's Auntie Vee I just can't change the channel I'm on my best behavior Watch what I say I'm watching you You're watching me It's always on It's always free Everyone's Auntie Vee.
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Limelight 03:14
You laugh at one of the flies advancing toward a lantern when it dies To you, it never comes as a surprise You're never taken in by the glow. And yet if every light turned green, we'd all go Running toward the limelight Kiss for luck and a safe flight Don't even notice the stage fright Before you know, you're taken in by the glow LIMELIGHT. But the limelight fades Before you've even sipped life's lemonade You're only chance to show them something great The people came for a show, so let them into the glow of the LIMELIGHT Running toward the limelight What'd you do with your fifteen minutes? Did you even realize that you were just in it? Every second could be sublime once you realize all we have is time. I see you running toward the limelight But the limelight fades before you even sip life's lemonade Your only chance to show to show 'em something great Are they in for a surprise when you change the color of the sunrise? Running toward the limelight Kiss for luck and a safe flight Don't even notice the stage fright Before you know you're taken in by a glow, Limelight
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Give a Fuck 03:43
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Easy Street 03:17
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Lie to me. Just lie to me. Sweet impossible day, when time slips away, reality melts in the rain Softly trickling, warm wind whistling, drunken glow of the sunset Champagne flows through my version of you. I'd find any way for it to be true Do your worst, just let me believe in you. I looked in the eyes of a liar just to fall Into a dream that was never about be at all Look in the eyes of a liar and she'll lull you into love Just licking her lips for all the Freudian slips Wince once fantasy fades, once logic invades There's charm in the way she persuades with More convenient displays explain it away, Increasingly complex charades—for what? A dull blade still cuts. I looked in the eyes of a liar just to feel Secretly special, I knew it could never be real Floating in feeling so fleeting it bit, Drowning and draining to make it all fit in the world And all for a girl... ....with smeared mascara, lipstick smudged, who the hell are you to judge? But I looked in the eyes of a liar just to feel Secretly special, I knew it could never be real Certainly something is broken inside of me Desperately wish you could fix with just one little lie to me. Just lie to me.
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Imagine no politicians or pundits stoking the fire A vision blurred by division, so no one knows who's a liar You can glare at the rockets til the tears in your sockets Burst through cracks in the whites of your eyes Oh don't say this is twilight's last gleaming, That this perilous fight didn't have any meaning. We've always been free to disagree When the stars aren't especially bright I know it's dark. It's always dark before dawn's early light. Imagine there were no experts telling you what to do. You'd figure out how the world works and do what works best for you Give 'em proof through the night that we'll all be alright That there's still plenty left to be saved I know it's dark But there's a home for the free, if you're brave, Oh don't say this is twilight's last gleaming, That this perilous fight didn't have any meaning. We've always been free to disagree When the stars aren't especially bright I know it's dark. It's always dark before dawn's early light. Don't tell me to give up Don't tell me to lose hope I never listen to those who've stopped dreaming Oh don't say that this is twilight's last gleaming There's just no way this is twilight's last gleaming
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Snake Eyes 02:08
It's a roll of the die tonight But I wouldn't do that Not a risk just to play the odds So you're leaving it to chance? You think no one's loaded your die, but you're rolling snake eyes You're rolling snake eyes. Blending in to the wallpaper The colors are too bright You wear a different face every night But when you land on a side, you're rolling snake eyes Unlucky in love? Unlucky in love. Unlucky in love? Unlucky in love. You're rolling snake eyes. Unlucky in love? It's a roll of the die tonight You're rolling snake eyes. Unlucky in love? Wear a different face every night You're rolling snake eyes. When you finally land on a side: You're rolling snake eyes They've got you rolling snake eyes.
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Have I been forcing a fit? And is it too late to quit? I went from yellow to blue trying to be one of you. I've gotten a peak, of the truth that I seek The people who speak in PRIMMARY COLORS AND POLYGONS MATTER AND WAVES THE PATTERNS OF DAYS ATTACK AND DECAY There's people who feel the correlations are real Something objective and strange somehow connecting their brains Will I know what they mean? "The forest ain't green?" "The truth can be seen in PRIMMARY COLORS AND POLYGONS MATTER AND WAVES THE PATTERNS OF DAYS ATTACK AND DECAY" It all can be seen in primary colors and polygons, matter and waves, the patterns of days, attack and decay.
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Ease the Day 03:54
Open ended, guess I'll stay Little late to run away Hear the heavy storm clouds say to "Ease the day" And maybe I will, 'cause something 'bout the sunshine is very persuasive It's the only thing that I can do with thoughts this invasive Really want to make the most Before the fog engulfs the coast Though I may give up the ghost and ease the day 'Cause something 'bout the sunset is awfully foreboding And the little voice inside me says something worth noting: "I'll ease the day today. I'll take the pain away. I'll look out from a ledge and watch the raindrops" You've got all of these people gunning you and the rest of your life right in front of you and they're wondering what you are gonna do...well maybe just take in the view and ease the day. Ease the day. I think I've spent enough of my precious time worrying 'Cause something 'bout the sunrise is still reassuring. Yeah, there's something 'bout the sunrise.
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Baby, I'm feelin' cool Is this too soon? Got all your stuff out of my room And suddenly I feel like I'm Over the moon It's not that it was nothing, but I don't feel like suffering again Heading outside, and I'll settle for a star this time I'm over the moon now. Sure it broke through the ceiling, but suddenly I'm breathing again No need to get even, I got a funny feeling 'cause I'm Over the moon now I'm over the moon.

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released November 11, 2022

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